Wednesday, February 26, 2014

OST SEJOLI : MISI CANTAS CINTA | BIARKAN SEJOLI BY TOMOK





Mmmmmm....ada org kata tak ada filem melayu yg bagus hehhehe...biaq p la kat depa la...citarasa beza2 kan...tapikkkkk this Osman ALi's new buah tangan tak wajar diketepikan lelebih lagik oleh manosia jiwang sesensitip aku ni wakakakkakakakakka...



accindetally watching it with my hero kenit Farhan...dgn tak spi 10 org dlm panggung...so what!!we pay for it laaa!!hehhehe...with just a bottle of mineral water...no pop corn at all...menunggu dgn poyo sambil layan iklan2 yg boring...start2 jer....shot n the music...make me alive!!!



Film ni ada jiwa...with good actors n actresses...my hero remy ishak...but Bront Palarae dah amek kedudukan jd hero den dek sobab cito ni la....well done Bront...penuh tacing...menusuk qalbu saat terungkap perasaan sebenar...



Very nice shot...pantai Phuket...bando KL...the metropolitan dari angle2 yg amat menarik dan relevan...prop n pakaian yg sesuai dgn karakter masing2...perghhhh...well its just a film...the logic??kindly forget it!!!hehhe



dannn the soundtrack yg menelusuri saat2 Gina rupanya menyedari she luvs Joe not Hardy....adehhhh. membuat kan aku terbuai... (tp terganggu dek Paan yg nak terkincit la plak...sejukkk sgt mama...katanya...)

Tomok nyanyi ghupernyer.....mantappp...tacinggg...



Cerita yg ringan...tapi terbuai...di samping tercoci mata dek shot pemandangan yg indah...(juga pakaian yg terdedah...wakakakakakak)...feelingggggg!!

Saturday, February 15, 2014

BOSS KU BOIPREN KU...

Pernah tak terpikikio...boss yg sickening dan sarcastic...dan pd pandangan pertama kita begitu poyo bisa bertukar menjadi luving n caring...dan dia lah manusia yg selaluuuuu jer kita nak pandang......tuuuu diaaaa.....ekekekkekkekkekekke....

Well...its really out of my mind n never ever thought that would happened.... but it happened!!And its really sweet and nice...and i cherished the moment very much.

Satu hari yg tenang...aku walk in p interview keje...masuk bilik interbiu tu kan...bg salam sebab interviewer tu seorang lelaki muslim yg berkarisma taaaaaaaaaapik muka punya la poyo tak ada otot2 nak senyum dan ramah lansung...dari mula sesi saaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaampai habeh sesi duk speaking london...makanya....berterabur ler gamaknyer gigi aku dalam mulut terlanggor to each other...wakakakkaka...berbelit cakap org putih wehhh...naseb la buleh laaaaa lepaihhhh wakakkakakaka.
they asked to wait for the result and alhamdulillah after 2 weeks...rezeki untuk aku bilamana aku kena melapor pd tarikh yg telah ditetapkan dan berjumpa dgn big boss utk ditaklimatkan.

Dengan penuh semangat yg membara tebakor...aku mendada melangkah masuk jumpa big boss dannnnnn guess whatttt...he was the poyo man masa aku interbiu tu laaaaa.....aduyaiiiiii!!!!! Ishhh menyampah tahap taper...meluat terkulat2 aku tapi...apakan daya...tapi kan the way he gave the briefing,  his aspiration really gaves me the inspiration and courage...pulakkk...dia memang charismatic and gentleman...hehehhehe...

Satu hari tu tanpa aku sedar aku diberi task dan aku dengan tak malunya minta tolong big boss..aku call big boss n ask him a favour..and yessss he helps me with the task...alhamdulillah.then, untuk menghargai nya aku nak belanja kopi...tapiiikkkk dia nak lebih2 plak...dia kata belanja makan...ceissszz macam la gaji aku banyak beno...patut dia la blanjer....aparaaaaa.....

Aku pun bawak dia ke Secret Recipe...sebelum dia suggest tempat2 yg high taste...ekekkekeke...we makan2 n borak...aku ni punyerla terkedu2 maklum la bosssss...ekekkee punyer la kontrol ayu habeh... aku ni kan spesies ensem dan ganas...dah kena kontrol ayu...tak ke klako wakkakakkaka...

Dan tiba2...

"i wanna be serious with you...im going to penang next week...for the conference..you will be there too,rite?"

gulllpppp....tersekat cheese cake aku kat tekak wehhhh....seriousss????

"yes sir, im going to penang..i driving by myself."

No...i want you to go with me.." dia cakap lagikk...

whattttttt????isshhh aper ke mender nyer nih....poyo tak hengat nak serius2 dgn kita plak...

"i'm sorry sir.I can go by myself...tq."

Dia terus bangun dan terus bayo kat kaunter dah terus berjalan kluor..terkelip2 mata aku ni ikut dia kat blakang....bukan aku ke yg patut blanjer...dan...dalam kereta...dia tak bercakap sepatah pun dan menurunkan aku dan terus berlalu...

Dua minggu berlalu...aku memandang sepi kata2 nya malah melupakannya kerana aku berdiri di bumi nyata..gilaaaa...nak serius dengan bos...aku ni staff je wehhhh...sehinggalah...tuuutt tuttt..bunyi sms..

"im at mc d.lunch?"

Uikkksss...bossss???sebab dia boss maka aku kena ler p kat mc d tu...tapi kali ni ntah kenapa berdebar2 plak...keh keh keh...

"you are going to JB tomorrow,rite?", sambil makan burger beso peberet aku tu...dia bertanya..

"yes,sir..i've already booked the ticket.kereta rosak pulak." jawab aku.

"sharp 0900 am.hq podium.naik dengan i."makkkkkkkkkkkkk...aper kah ini sumerrr???

Nak tak nak aku ke JB naik kereta dgn dia...punyerle tak selesa dia tak bercakap apa...sampai lah kat Melaka...

"i want to be serious with u...i maybe not as hensem as u wish..." lembut tapi tegas kata2 nya.

"sy staff n u r my boss...how can it be..."

he said to me..."be professional"...dannnn aku rasa macam nak tarik hand break ekekkekkee

Hari demi hari..memang indah...jangan gerak aku dari mimpi ini...pagi petang siang malam call dan sms membuat aku tersenyum...bersemangat buat keje...dan aku difahamkan dia yg poyo sebelum ini berubah ketara tersenyum dan ramah dgn staf2 lain...hebatnya kuasa cinta...perghhh...

Kami dating macam couple lain tapi tak meleweh2 ler...kang nampak dek staff lain naya wehhh... At work he's the boss...out of working time...he's my loving boipren...dia amat caring dan baik hati rupanya...terlupa aku pada lelaki poyo ini...wakakakkakaak...

we share a lot of things together...kadang2 tu aku kutuk2 dia bila waktu meeting dia marah2...dan bila dia tegur staff pompuan sampai nangis....adussss....

till one moment...he's getting serious...he's proposing....wowww wowww wowww...he's married man!!!!how could i....di mata masyarakat...aku lah perampas itu!!aku lah yang gatal itu!1 akulah perosak itu!!Walaupun poligami itu dibenarkan dlm agama its not that easy as saying it...i notice it.

since he was a very gentleman...he asked me to meet my parent...oh no...no...no...
he said he will never asked me atau bawak lari nikah ke Siam...tak bertanggungjawab katanya...
Bila aku tanya...dah bagitahu wife?dia terdiam...dan aku faham.
He said to me...he gave his everything....a big house...luxurious car...money..to his wife.
And all he wanted now was... marrying me.Me???
A single mom who had no money...broke...struggling to raise her son like hell...hutang keliling pinggang....he mad or what??
I said to him...i will only bring him to my parent if he seeks permission and tell his wife.
i want it to be legally done.
its not just me and him...both of us...ada life dan family...
we are not youngsters like what Zizan n Kaka sang...."bawa...daku pergi...pacu laju2....kita lari dari realiti..."
huhhh..

After a while...one day...he rang me...suara nya tak seceria selalu...sedih...
Whats up,dear...
"I've told her...and now...im hear...at the hotel...kena halau..."
gulpppp...tertelan ayo liur aku dengar nya...he was serious...!!
i thought he will never do that...asking permission to marry me!!

At last...untuk terakhir kalinya...aku jumpa dia...
Aku tak mahu penting diri...itu bukan aku.Aku bagitahu dia...dia dah ada life yg establish...happy family...good career...aku tak mahu sebab aku yang tak ada apa ni semua yang ada pada dia hilang...sekelip mata...its not worth...
Aku bukan nak tunjuk baik....sebab aku memang baik...hehehe...biar sedikit hati yg terluka dari banyak benor hati2 terluka di luar sana...
Aku tahu kekuatan dan happiness dia adalah anak2 dia...tak berbaloi bersama aku dan dia ditingggalkan anak2 nya...No...no...no...

Alhamdulillah...luka hati...menjerit hati hanya Tuhan yang tau...melepaskan dia pergi dari hidup aku bukan satu perkara yang mudah...meroyan tapi stabil...wakakkakaka...thats what i adapt...10 yrs in the army...im strong!!hehhehhe...

A very gentleman,charismatic and loving man i ever had in my life...may Allah swt will blessed you alwiz...long live and happy with your family....insyaallah...biarpun sekejap cuma moment dengannya...alhamdulillah...i cherished the moment.






TENGKU ADAM VS ABANG JEBAT



Akhirnya...terlerai ending series kat Tv3...which i watched accidentaly....kah kah kah...that ARIANA ROSE memang mengatasi series2 yg lain...actually bukan sebab heroin dia tapi hero dia...Tengku Adam Kamil dilakonkan oleh Keith Foo...ntah taun bila ntah tetiba boleh plak aku minat dgn lakonan dia...keh keh keh...
series ni adapted dari novel The Wedding Breaker...ingatkan novel international ghoper nyer karya kreatif seorang penulis Evelyn Rose nama kreatif nya...not bad...hehheheh...

dannnn satu lagi series di Mustika HD Bukan Kerana Aku Tak Cinta...adapted from the  novel juga...its not about the book...its about the hero...Sharnaaz Ahmad who played as Jebat Foo...perghhh not to mention the cute heroin dia...Nelydia Senrose...punyer la match n stick to each other..keh keh keh...punya la jiwang layan drama nih...spi time jer mula la satu family boleh tgu dpn tv wakakakakkakak...



dannn aku dah terlayan beberapa novel jiwang yg dah lama aku tinggalkan...kembali membaca karya Evelyn Rose 13 Jam dlm A380...membuat kan aku kembali ke jaman memuda ku dolu...ekekkekke...sendirian di rumah seusai kojer2 hauskeeping ku...ahaa...tu dia...sat2 aku duduk sat2 kang aku terbaring...ssambil ketawa...serius....senyummmm simpul...waaa...im inside the book....wakakkakaka...wellllll done lah penulis ni!!!...

idup ni macam novel....novel ni macam idup...mungkin secara kebetulan atau realiti....banyak juga fantasi....

L.O.V.E 14/02/14

Valentine's Day....

whats up with that day anyway...
as what im concern...sejak taun 1994 will never fail to wish skot comey aku Rosmazia Mustapha since that date will always relevant to her...its her birthdate anyway hehhehhe...hepi besdei Ros wakkkkk...luv u foreva...fren skot foreva...hehhehhe...

other than that...aku duk kenai what they 've been call this date "Valentine's Day" masa secondary dulu kat SM Methodist ACS...
ramai dapat kad n bunga dan certain persatuan amek kesempatan juai utk kutip tabung depa...waktu rehat...love song been played perghhhh...keh keh keh sapa ghamai peminat can be seen dgn bunga2 n coklat yg banyak kat tangan depa la....aku???aku dpt gak...kih kih kih...kengkawan baik bagi...tuuu diaa...

bila makin dewasa dah keje...stilll tak pernah pun ada yg bg...menunjukkan betapa aku ni memang takder peminat wakakakkakakak....takpa la...

as far as im concern...bersama2 meriah kan tarikh ni tak lansung menjejaskan akidah aku bio pon idak ler mantap beno iman aku ni...alhamdulillah masih stabil mikio baik buruk satu2 perkara n if i still doing wrong...sendirik mau hengat...aku kena la tanggung sendirik...tapi sepanjang umo aku 38 taun ni idak ler peronah aku beria bebenor nyambutnya ....mungkin sebab tak ad saper nak meraikan dgn aku kot hehheheh.. well....never mind then...

love...to be luved...being in luv...makes me alive everyday...hehheh


Friday, February 14, 2014

曲婉婷 Wanting - Love Struck Me Down





perghhhh selalu dengo lagu nih....tak tau apa tajuk...at lastttt...duk dpn screen sambil dengo lite fm...haaa tu dia terus carik kat you tube....ooooo....chinese minah ni...sedap sore...sedap lagu...meleleh....ekkekekke...



Love Struck Me Down...just ask for me to stayyyyy....adehhh tacingggg....