Well...its really out of my mind n never ever thought that would happened.... but it happened!!And its really sweet and nice...and i cherished the moment very much.
Satu hari yg tenang...aku walk in p interview keje...masuk bilik interbiu tu kan...bg salam sebab interviewer tu seorang lelaki muslim yg berkarisma taaaaaaaaaapik muka punya la poyo tak ada otot2 nak senyum dan ramah lansung...dari mula sesi saaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaampai habeh sesi duk speaking london...makanya....berterabur ler gamaknyer gigi aku dalam mulut terlanggor to each other...wakakakkaka...berbelit cakap org putih wehhh...naseb la buleh laaaaa lepaihhhh wakakkakakaka.
they asked to wait for the result and alhamdulillah after 2 weeks...rezeki untuk aku bilamana aku kena melapor pd tarikh yg telah ditetapkan dan berjumpa dgn big boss utk ditaklimatkan.
Dengan penuh semangat yg membara tebakor...aku mendada melangkah masuk jumpa big boss dannnnnn guess whatttt...he was the poyo man masa aku interbiu tu laaaaa.....aduyaiiiiii!!!!! Ishhh menyampah tahap taper...meluat terkulat2 aku tapi...apakan daya...tapi kan the way he gave the briefing, his aspiration really gaves me the inspiration and courage...pulakkk...dia memang charismatic and gentleman...hehehhehe...
Satu hari tu tanpa aku sedar aku diberi task dan aku dengan tak malunya minta tolong big boss..aku call big boss n ask him a favour..and yessss he helps me with the task...alhamdulillah.then, untuk menghargai nya aku nak belanja kopi...tapiiikkkk dia nak lebih2 plak...dia kata belanja makan...ceissszz macam la gaji aku banyak beno...patut dia la blanjer....aparaaaaa.....
Aku pun bawak dia ke Secret Recipe...sebelum dia suggest tempat2 yg high taste...ekekkekeke...we makan2 n borak...aku ni punyerla terkedu2 maklum la bosssss...ekekkee punyer la kontrol ayu habeh... aku ni kan spesies ensem dan ganas...dah kena kontrol ayu...tak ke klako wakkakakkaka...
Dan tiba2...
"i wanna be serious with you...im going to penang next week...for the conference..you will be there too,rite?"
gulllpppp....tersekat cheese cake aku kat tekak wehhhh....seriousss????
"yes sir, im going to penang..i driving by myself."
No...i want you to go with me.." dia cakap lagikk...
whattttttt????isshhh aper ke mender nyer nih....poyo tak hengat nak serius2 dgn kita plak...
"i'm sorry sir.I can go by myself...tq."
Dia terus bangun dan terus bayo kat kaunter dah terus berjalan kluor..terkelip2 mata aku ni ikut dia kat blakang....bukan aku ke yg patut blanjer...dan...dalam kereta...dia tak bercakap sepatah pun dan menurunkan aku dan terus berlalu...
Dua minggu berlalu...aku memandang sepi kata2 nya malah melupakannya kerana aku berdiri di bumi nyata..gilaaaa...nak serius dengan bos...aku ni staff je wehhhh...sehinggalah...tuuutt tuttt..bunyi sms..
"im at mc d.lunch?"
Uikkksss...bossss???sebab dia boss maka aku kena ler p kat mc d tu...tapi kali ni ntah kenapa berdebar2 plak...keh keh keh...
"you are going to JB tomorrow,rite?", sambil makan burger beso peberet aku tu...dia bertanya..
"yes,sir..i've already booked the ticket.kereta rosak pulak." jawab aku.
"sharp 0900 am.hq podium.naik dengan i."makkkkkkkkkkkkk...aper kah ini sumerrr???
Nak tak nak aku ke JB naik kereta dgn dia...punyerle tak selesa dia tak bercakap apa...sampai lah kat Melaka...
"i want to be serious with u...i maybe not as hensem as u wish..." lembut tapi tegas kata2 nya.
"sy staff n u r my boss...how can it be..."
he said to me..."be professional"...dannnn aku rasa macam nak tarik hand break ekekkekkee
Hari demi hari..memang indah...jangan gerak aku dari mimpi ini...pagi petang siang malam call dan sms membuat aku tersenyum...bersemangat buat keje...dan aku difahamkan dia yg poyo sebelum ini berubah ketara tersenyum dan ramah dgn staf2 lain...hebatnya kuasa cinta...perghhh...
Kami dating macam couple lain tapi tak meleweh2 ler...kang nampak dek staff lain naya wehhh... At work he's the boss...out of working time...he's my loving boipren...dia amat caring dan baik hati rupanya...terlupa aku pada lelaki poyo ini...wakakakkakaak...
we share a lot of things together...kadang2 tu aku kutuk2 dia bila waktu meeting dia marah2...dan bila dia tegur staff pompuan sampai nangis....adussss....
till one moment...he's getting serious...he's proposing....wowww wowww wowww...he's married man!!!!how could i....di mata masyarakat...aku lah perampas itu!!aku lah yang gatal itu!1 akulah perosak itu!!Walaupun poligami itu dibenarkan dlm agama its not that easy as saying it...i notice it.
since he was a very gentleman...he asked me to meet my parent...oh no...no...no...
he said he will never asked me atau bawak lari nikah ke Siam...tak bertanggungjawab katanya...
Bila aku tanya...dah bagitahu wife?dia terdiam...dan aku faham.
He said to me...he gave his everything....a big house...luxurious car...money..to his wife.
And all he wanted now was... marrying me.Me???
A single mom who had no money...broke...struggling to raise her son like hell...hutang keliling pinggang....he mad or what??
I said to him...i will only bring him to my parent if he seeks permission and tell his wife.
i want it to be legally done.
its not just me and him...both of us...ada life dan family...
we are not youngsters like what Zizan n Kaka sang...."bawa...daku pergi...pacu laju2....kita lari dari realiti..."
huhhh..
After a while...one day...he rang me...suara nya tak seceria selalu...sedih...
Whats up,dear...
"I've told her...and now...im hear...at the hotel...kena halau..."
gulpppp...tertelan ayo liur aku dengar nya...he was serious...!!
i thought he will never do that...asking permission to marry me!!
At last...untuk terakhir kalinya...aku jumpa dia...
Aku tak mahu penting diri...itu bukan aku.Aku bagitahu dia...dia dah ada life yg establish...happy family...good career...aku tak mahu sebab aku yang tak ada apa ni semua yang ada pada dia hilang...sekelip mata...its not worth...
Aku bukan nak tunjuk baik....sebab aku memang baik...hehehe...biar sedikit hati yg terluka dari banyak benor hati2 terluka di luar sana...
Aku tahu kekuatan dan happiness dia adalah anak2 dia...tak berbaloi bersama aku dan dia ditingggalkan anak2 nya...No...no...no...
Alhamdulillah...luka hati...menjerit hati hanya Tuhan yang tau...melepaskan dia pergi dari hidup aku bukan satu perkara yang mudah...meroyan tapi stabil...wakakkakaka...thats what i adapt...10 yrs in the army...im strong!!hehhehhe...
A very gentleman,charismatic and loving man i ever had in my life...may Allah swt will blessed you alwiz...long live and happy with your family....insyaallah...biarpun sekejap cuma moment dengannya...alhamdulillah...i cherished the moment.
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